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Live Carefree!!

There are two days in every week about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One of these days is yesterday, with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains.

Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. We cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone!!

The other day we should not worry about is tomorrow, with its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and poor performance. Tomorrow is beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow’s sun will rise, whether in splendor or behind a mask of clouds. But it will rise. Until it does we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn.

This leaves only one day: Today. Any man can fight the battles of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of two awful eternities – yesterday and tomorrow, that we break down.It is not necessarily the experience of today that disturbs one’s peace of mind.

It is often time the bitterness for something which happened yesterday and the dread of what tomorrow may bring.

Let us therefore live one day at a time.

Andrew

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Falling.....

I dunno what is happening to me...
Haiz... I fail myself many times... and I fail God even more...

I cant help it... I cant stop myself from thinking... I wish I could....

My terrible past... I guess there are quite a number of people who knows already... I thought I could escape, I could turn and walk down the correct path once again... But the tug is so strong.....

Haiz...

Tomorrow I'll be embarking on the campus crusade camp... Hope I will learn something out of it...

Mood: Haiz.....

Footprints in the Sand........

Footsteps In The Sand

One night a man had a dream.He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before himhe looked back, at the footprints in the sand.He noticed that many times along the path of his lifethere was only one set of footprints.He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it:"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you,you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my lifethere is only one set of footprints.I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:"My son, My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you,During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

Author unknown

Anguish, sadness... Why................

I'm a nobody in your eyes...
I know
Save your smiles and wiles...
I know
I cant force a smile
I cant hold back a tear

Cause study-wise I'm full of fear...

No more cheer, no more leer

For now I'll work to make sure...

Blind to laughter

Frown to sight

I can no longer tell

whats black or white

Anger and pain

Drives me insane
The thing I do

All seem in vain

Why should I study

Why should I mug

No matter what I do

My results suck

Is it a curse?

s it a promise?

Of unending sadness,

no hope of glory...

We live for academics

With hints, tips and tricks

But when all loses action

It still back to correction...

Never to see a hope of glory

Never to see the light of victory...

My life seems all in vain...

My work just goes down the drain...

Knowledge, brain and papers

A generation of pen-haters...

We have to write,

We have got no choice...

Lest we'll be smite..

Lest we'll lose voice...

Anguish, detest, the cry in the heart...

Of scholors of writers

Of criminals and cheats

A society of genuises is what

the world craves

Throwing out the screams of

the underdog slaves

Those who would care

For a better fare...

Lose their love for those

Who actually matter those...

Written by Andrew

Time 0:15:00 /5:45/30.08.2004, Monday

I cried...

I finally cried...

Everybody in my group did so well...

I'm so useless... I'm hopeless...

Maybe I'm destined to be the last at everything I do...

Maybe I'm designed to lose at whatever I do...

My friends are too good for me?

I wonder what they think of me now... haiz...

I let myself down, I let them down...

Disappointment and distraught seems to be my only partners now...

Sometimes God seems so far...

As if He allows fate to play mean tricks on me...

I wish I did not succumb to my weaknesses...

But whats done is done...

The most I can do is cry...

Leave me alone...

All I can do is cry...

Just leave me alone...

The world jus teases me...

I can never accomplish whatever I want...

Parents tell everybody how good their children are...

I'm left out.. alone... Nobody seems to care...

A lonely voice screaming for recognition...

Am I that useless?...

My tears fall, pushing a wheel which throws me in constant turmoil...

No shoulder to lean on...

I'll lean on my own damp shoulder, wet with tears.....

Let go of your pain...

I have in my hands two boxes, Which God gave me to hold.

He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box, And all your joys in the gold."

I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,

Both my joys and sorrows I stored,

But though the gold became heavier each day,

The black was as light as before.

With curiosity, I opened the black,I wanted to find out why,

And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,

Which my sorrows had fallen out by.

I showed the hole to God, and mused,"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"

He smiled a gentle smile and said,"My child, they're all here with me."

I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, Why the gold and the black with the hole?"

My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,The black is for you to let go.

Author Unknown